I Hate You, But I Love You

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I Hate You, But I Love You

By: Kaylie Marceca


I hate you, but I love you

I can never let you go


No matter what you put me through

You always feel like home

For every smile you create



You create a thousand more tears

For every dread you take away

You create a thousand more fears


And the very one that holds me together

Shatters me into pieces

You're the only one I want to be with forever



But your love for me only decreases

You tell me now after all this time

That you don't love me completely

And I'm supposed to be alright


Knowing all you've done is deceive me

Now every time I hear those words

'I love you' I'll feel only pain



The reality that I once knew blurs

And I find it's not the same

When I know those words are just a lie

And I'm left with only my love


For someone who's love for me has died

Because I'm never good enough

It hurts to go on with you


Not knowing what is or ever was real

I just don't know what to do

Emptiness and confusion is all I feel

All I can do is live in denial

And pretend you actually love me


And hope that after a while

You'll come to your senses and see

That you're in love with me


And you can never stay away

Like everyone else can see

I hope you see the truth someday



I hate you, but I love you

I can never let you go

And no matter what you put me through

You always feel like home